Saturday, June 26, 2010 // 1:05 AM
maybe having nobody see this blog is good
then i can live my life quietly without anyone knowing
now i feel stupid, talking to nothing
i want to comfort you and give you a hug when you need it
but you push me away and strike me down
whether you know it or not
do you know that your words stab me like knives?
it hurts
and you make me want to cry sometimes
and you
do you really hate seeing me with them so much?
do you resent me or them?
i don't know what to think
none of you make it easy for me
and now he has come again
everything is so confusing
and i dont have anyone to lean on
so what do i do?
do i keep everything to myself
or do i tell you how i feel?
but i dont want to let you know either
cos i dont want you to care just because you have to
whats the point.
i may as well be alone
