Nobody's there.

Sunday, February 28, 2010 // 9:26 PM

wee another week flies by

yesterday was really really busy haha

first had care and share day

the concert was the most important thing luh~

at the 2nd one me and debbie were bored and did some random things haha XD

yea so after care and share had lunch with the swwraaar people~

subway! :D

but we were all shacked and really hungry haha

so had foot long~

i just kept staring at dexter's painted nails while we ate rofl~

mrt-ed to kembangan to marsha's place for her birthday party haha

there were ALOT of her friends sia haha

some i already knew some i didn't blah blah blah

yea but they are fun people lol

sang for her for the first and probably last time LOL

her birthday present luhh :P

flew back home at 8.30 for scouts gathering thing haha

jovan ephraim brian yangy and i were the senior senior senior alumni

ROFL

first batch of gsp scouts luh ~_~

played blackjack!

and won $5 :DD

it took 4 hrs but yea LOL

in the end was a really really REALLY tiring day haha

slept at like 2am ~_~

gah tomorrow's monday --

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Saturday, February 20, 2010 // 1:47 PM

THEY HAVE FINALLY ARRIVED

god after 3 weeks sia -- YAY :P

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Friday, February 19, 2010 // 7:38 PM

im tired of it already, quite fast huh?

i tired of needing to do so many things

but i can't say i want to go back to any other point of my life, cos i don't

sec 2 just sucked

sec 3 wasn't that good either

so yea

sec 4 isn't turning out to be so nice

but yea its cos of me, i made my own life suck upside down

so i don't blame anyone for anything anymore, cos it was because of me

it was because of what i did that made everything sink

so yay.

i hate myself for not changing after so many years

or maybe i turned into something that is just worst

i'm sorry everyone, whose life just happens to intertwine with mine

if you can, break off from this dying tree

cos you'll decay and rot along with it if you stay too long

go forward and bloom, and don't turn back

it's been pretty much 1 or 2 years since i blogged like this

but at least i'm blogging in a language you can understand- for the people who are actually reading this anyway

you've all been awesome in pulling me up and everything

but i think i'm just gonna give up and fall now

i want to sleep, cos i'm tired

so wake me up when my life ends

slicing through your own skin is awesome btw

thanks

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Monday, February 15, 2010 // 8:16 PM

i love cny

cos i get to see all the relatives i dont get to see at all

cos i get the excuse to buy new clothes

cos i get ang paos

but

i hate cny

cos every year when the amount of ang paos i get dwindles

i get reminded of the dwindling number of people in my family

cos everytime i think of cny, i think of these people who have already passed on

cos i know that someday i will not be able to get an ang pao from this person anymore

so should i love or hate cny?

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Saturday, February 13, 2010 // 9:59 PM

chinese new year not so far~~

lol can still remember that song from like 2007?

k so its 1hr and 40 mins to CNY/Valentines day

still not over the fact that they are on the same day lol

chionged my hw today :)

i have history left! awesome-ness~

parents left for melbourne today

so im going through CNY with my 1st bro and sister this year

2nd one in melbourne already

i shall carry my sister's camera around :D

yesterday was fun haha

after night study went out with sera dexter and sandra~

out all the way till 12

saw han wen and estee sia lol

so weird

dexter bought more things then sandra lol~

(they went shopping first while i was night studying)

yea so it was fun =)

happy cny/ valentines day eve! :D

one cloud gone, one more to go

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Thursday, February 11, 2010 // 11:27 PM

its been boring

please look away

its been stressful

please look away

its been sec4-ish! lol

please look away

all the tests go boomz~

wakaka

lol that time mrs vijay stuck in her car XD

funnaye shit~

k cny is comin again

ang paos come to me :D

christmas already no present liaoo

must make up for it!!

dont look at me

i dont want to see you

i dont want to see that look in your eyes

KALINDA! rofl~

please look away...

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010 // 8:56 PM

i feel like im detached

detached from my feelings

from my fears

from my friends

from everything

like i can just float away

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