Friday, February 19, 2010 // 7:38 PM
im tired of it already, quite fast huh?i tired of needing to do so many things
but i can't say i want to go back to any other point of my life, cos i don't
sec 2 just sucked
sec 3 wasn't that good either
so yea
sec 4 isn't turning out to be so nice
but yea its cos of me, i made my own life suck upside down
so i don't blame anyone for anything anymore, cos it was because of me
it was because of what i did that made everything sink
so yay.
i hate myself for not changing after so many years
or maybe i turned into something that is just worst
i'm sorry everyone, whose life just happens to intertwine with mine
if you can, break off from this dying tree
cos you'll decay and rot along with it if you stay too long
go forward and bloom, and don't turn back
it's been pretty much 1 or 2 years since i blogged like this
but at least i'm blogging in a language you can understand- for the people who are actually reading this anyway
you've all been awesome in pulling me up and everything
but i think i'm just gonna give up and fall now
i want to sleep, cos i'm tired
so wake me up when my life ends
slicing through your own skin is awesome btw
thanks
